The BLACK Pearl Taboo

    I’m going through a breakup. Well, I’ve gone through a majority of it I guess. I’ve never experienced this before. It’s honestly been a roller coaster of emotions, as cliche as that may sound. Somedays I view him as a villain who never really cared about me. Sometimes I see him as a sweetheart that I just wasn’t meant for. Other days I feel like he was able to get to know me on the surface, but just kind of wound up stuck there. Most days it just hurts. It was a three month relationship, but most of my days were filled with him. Constant texting, a constant thread of thoughts that I didn’t think would end. But it was only three months. Why does it hurt so bad?     Those first couple of days I didn’t have an appetite. I ate enough to keep functioning, but it felt like there was no room left in my body. It had become overgrown with grief, yearning, confusion, and frustration. I was caught between wanting to throw up or let my bottom fall out from all of m...